Home now

opps...
before I am so sad abt stupid thing...
I very handworking do execise before tis test...
First times I am so happy can know how to do all...
But...why will like tis??
cry in front many ppl,First times cry in front ppl leh...
I dun like...cry really not face jor...
but cannot stop it...T.T
stupid ai ling
past bygone be bygone...
watever other fren trust me or not~


watever....after the day,I forget tis jor
My memory not nice...so will not remember~
I will try to happy and smile everyday...
I am so happy can back my home...
I will try hard study my book to prepare my exam...



yeah...I love life v my family....
very tired...hope sleep more at home!!!
my hair...is very ugly....hope fast fast cut...



why u ignore me
u look so bad
so sad abt ur atitude
I hope I will forget u!

walao!!!

tuesday exam....

Ai Ling still waste time at facebook,msn....
wat the fish>.<


when wan start study??
Dun noe leh,until now sunday still not yet start study eco...
how abt assignment??
still not yet start do>.<


@#$#$%%...
LEE AI LING...
u waste ur parent money at mmu
u waste ur time to do nothing...
u broken ur promise...
u broken ur family confidence...
u are damn fuck...
sorry to my rude...
shit..!=.=!
baka...stupid...idiot...
this 3 word is for me...


I alway loss control...
cannot control my feeling...
my emotion...
my study...
my concentrate...
I am sot sot sot~

confuse...

Ai Ling is confuse...
next thursday wan back or not??
My group presentation at next thursday


I buy the bus ticket go kl
then go back temerloh
after go back melacca
3 bus ticket buy already...total near rm50
I not back,then mean I waste RM50??


Haiz...If I really not go back
Then mean My roommate back alone?
haha...finally I alone at ixora room again...
must be strong...
long time not see my temerloh friend jor
My bro also back temerloh


But I really hope to see our group video presentation
I hope to see other ppl when watch our video respond~
hope see yao yi group and ah lin group video
They all present at next thursday also
I can guess it will funny~^^
Today Renee group is super funny and nice
they all is 1st group,they all act very nice
but may be is over sex topic so teacher look like very shy
But we all the class all the laugh not stop la~hehe


We all got go jeremy and ah lin group be karefei
I also hope to watch tis 2 group show...
waiting now!!!

lol...stop say tis...shyy....

stupid,mouth banyaknya....
do this wrong thing
say over...
sorry...


I am lazy girl @ bad girl
我不是好人
dun say over
this is so 38
坏人 and 小人
I am....
blur blur then say out...>.<
will hurt many many ppl


just can do good thing~

remember it...
stop u mouth ...
just can be normal girl!

14 nov-15 nov melacca trip

13 Nov 09

damn tired...
do u try before 1 day watch 2 movie??
me and roommate go dp watch poker king@2012...
tis 2 movie also damn nice...


Poker king not Burger King...Pls...
this movie so funny...rm7
答应我，每到12点想我一下
古天乐 damn leng zai...wow~

2012-rm10
Many ppl contend to watch tis movie
Most expect movie in 2009
Lee yi is super funny...when she watch jerit jerit
I not feel any excited actually,I just feel touch only
CC @ Elaine say not nice wow...
I think they over expect tis movie jor...So
期待越大，失望越大



If really have the world coming to the end...
I really will not any scare...if my family acc beside me
人类真的很自私，我宁愿一起受苦，也不想独活
失去同伴，独活是最痛苦的...
所以我们要好好珍惜在世上的每一天
天天都要满意，不开心也好，也要感恩平安过了一天
不做令自己后悔的事，尽力去完成自己想做的事
对别人付出一点也没关系，开心就好~不存任何遗憾...
孝顺父母多点，努力过着每一天，不浪费时间
什么困难都要开心去面对^^


14 Nov 09

My bro from skudai come melacca find me
damn bad luck....
{kena saman+迷路+Night zoo close}
wat the...


dilarang parking,dun noe saman how much leh??
bcos tis take by jpj d...under polis one~
We eat durian abc....really delicious...but rm5~
we go take photo at few melacca famous place
then back to car...kena saman liao...damn shit...
after go dp...before think wan watch phobia...
but ngam ngam the time show...bad luck againT.T
See joanne @ yen mei go watch phobia...{bo jio!!!xD}


After we go mcD eat...
then thinking melacca where got place play...
answer is NOT...
then we think go eat ''ham'' @ ''lala''
after just go night zoo...
but wander few hour liao...
keep on ask@call melacca ppl only...
lucky william so patient teach me^^
thx very much~muackss
After finally arrive there lo...
yummy~



After go Night Zoo...but already 10.30pm...
11pm close...T.TGod...why??
Are u joke with me??
bo bian...suan~=.=
Go back...planing tmw morning just go Zoo


15 Nov 09

Today jio elaine and her housemate shi ming go Zoo too
before is jor ying ying first...but she is super busy~
nvm lo,next time^^
eat breakfast at tmn kerjasama
then go sentral buy ticket...T.Tfinish sell at 26...
so buy go kl at 26 nov one...skip class when 26...help me sign??ok?
27 not bus back temerloh...haiz...damn bad luck lo....


Then just go Morning Zoo....student fee rm5...
then take many animal photo^^
take photo with elephant
Me,elaine @ shi ming ride the horse...just 1 round rm3??damn fast...
Sit the car rm2 to view the zoo...
when animal show....my bro so dare go out competion v orang hutan
After the show...we go take photo with snake...yellow snake...
my bro go take photo first...after until me...
I dun noe how to grasp the snake...so grasp it very hard...
then the snake look like wan wrap me jor...so scare!!!
I touch the snake feel is cool...yup...snake is cool blood...
I think I hurt the snake jor...scare...the worker more scare me kill the snake...
So fast fast take back....thx god...snake is heavy and wan wrap my neck jor...
haha~xD..ke sian nya,snake...wan kill by me jor...actually sorry...



Tis is lunch time^^
then leave the melacca zoo
so luck...after leave then raining jor...
we go jusco Jonny'steambot there eat...
not eat stembot la...simple eat set meal only...
Then back ixora lo...xD...super tired...
when arrive my ixora 18 floor room...
terus pengsan few hour jor...


haha...I really dun noe why dare to grasp the snake
not any jerit...xD...
when saw cockroach just will shout...
I just scare@sorry...grasp too hard let snake feel pain...
I hope go Night Zoo next time^^
Tis more special actually...xD
bcos when night animal just will wake up and move
when morning and afternoon,
just simply watch animal sleep face only=.=
Yellow snake,next time view u again~hehe^^

Tired but happy

Today we help other HD group take video be karefei^^
haha...so tired...bcos start at after class
Ah lin is their good leader and director
So good~


Tired but funny~haha
different story v our group video~
tomorrow 9.30am wan take our group HD photo lo
so tired!!!can i wake up later??
cannot...cannot...cannot...
stupid ai ling~


Tis week my bro wan come lo
Ai Ling is super happy...
but jealous he have start long holiday
MMU when just have long holiday??...wuwuwu...T.T
My bro just come 1day,I hope can bring fun to him...
thinking where I can bring him go??
Friend,Any suggestion??
Where morning,lunch & dinner
where more delicious and where place is nice play or special??



Ai Ling is wondering
Hari Haji at 27nov friday can back hometown or not??
But friday not bus will move...
so??mean thursday must back by bus??
But...my class until 6pm when thursday...
Back temerloh only have 8am @ 3pm
I sure cannot back by tis 2 bus...if i ponteng class may can la...hehe



Thinking....thinking...still thinking...
ai ling find 3 way to back...
1st-thusday ponteng class terus back
2nd-after class back by bus to kl,
after stay night at kl friend home,
next morning my didi fetch me back temerloh
3rd-Not need back temerloh...
Stay at ixora cry..T.T...wuwuwu
ying ying,will u back??

Sorry my fren...
who let me offend one...
tis few day I really super emo
When u call me...I not feel well to hear...
So l lying u I am busy + not hear wat u say then finish it...
Sorry....forgive me...bcos when u call me is homesick ing...
I noe I nt dare tel u tis reason,u also will nt view my blog too...
我是胆小鬼....suan...let it go...I will not explain too much...
解释太多，就是掩饰...
我不想，宁愿让它过去，有原因也好，没原因也罢，也不想多做解释
下次你问起时，我也许会告诉你...但现在不是时候...
你也不敢打来了...我太冷漠了...对不起....
就算你现在打来，我也许还是那么冷漠，因为我到现在还是心绪不好...
压力让我忙得透不过气...没有心情听你说心事...没有心情跟你聊天...
对不起...我真的很坏...不是一个好友...既然是那么冷淡冷漠的朋友...


爱琳的性格啊~
因为想着东西，总会无言静静一旁
不是我生气你，是我在担心一些事
双鱼担心很多，那样超忧虑的性格
应该很多朋友不喜欢我吧??
因为我总在担心一些事，然后让身边的人也一起紧张了
应该不会很多朋友喜欢我那样的性格，因为我不能带给你们快乐
我很想假装自己是一个很乐观的人，虚伪着隐蔽自己的伤心
但我却那么柔弱...我曾经有个梦想，带给我身边每个人快乐
希望在他们眼中我是一个乐观的女孩，奈何我完成不了...
隐蔽不了我那个多虑的性格...对不起，我的朋友们...
无论你们有没有当我是真心朋友过，或我带给你不快乐与麻烦...
都对不起!!!真心的...

平凡也好，当认真魅力无限~

游览朋友小诗的blog...
很欣赏她写的话哦~
让我在下面分享一下吧
我非常认同这点
认真的男子最帅
你会不知觉地拜倒他的魅力之下
我又何尝不是??

................................................................................................................................................................

有時候

我們會遇到那種很平凡的男生

那種平時不會讓人多注意他一眼的男生

但在某些時刻

你卻會意外地發現

這個男生竟異常迷人

当他認真投入在一件事情上

眼中散發的光芒是如此耀眼

然後

你就這麽不自覺地

被他眼裏的光芒牽引著

一步一步走進他的世界

有些人看起來平凡不起眼
但他們專注認真的模樣
卻透著世界上最迷人的神采

Finally back melacca lo...wtf

千万个不愿意回melacca
好想待在temerloh...再多几天
很不舍得离开我的家
好想有一个小叮当的任意门哦
开个门就可以回到家



双鱼就是爱幻想
最终朋友的信息还是把我拉回现实
的确不可以...不可能...not...impossible...
明知不可能，还幻想我可以待在家多点时间...
朋友们，请不要笑我!!!



这次回去temerloh,少数的朋友知道而已
因为琳想要做宅女，出一次就够了
没多余的时间出去，想待在家多点
到现在我终于明白win shen为什么那么爱待在家了
我宁愿在家睡觉，争取多点与床亲密接触的时间
也不想出去浪费时间~
我也很想和朋友联络感情啦，但时间不容许我那样做



当然，朋友们还是可以叫我出去，
但我尽量时间安排
temerloh与melacca距离4小时，
很难买车票回去



所以朋友们要体谅为什么我为何争取每次回去的机会
我回temerloh绝对不是free过头，
那是我用很多时间所换取的机会
我花了8个小时的来回车程，换取一天待在temerloh的时间
8个小时的麻烦=换取24小时的时间
所以回一次是那么少，我只能争取多几次回去咯
但这个sem实在太忙了，我在melacca越来越辛苦
回去的机会越来越少了不代表可以抱怨我不重视temerloh的朋友
并不是我不重视你们，是我多么难回....
不要想太多，不要那么天真以为，你很得空不太表我很得空...



To：待在自己Hometown幸福的朋友

你们要好好珍惜在hometown的生活，不要一直向你父母抱怨为何不送你出去读书，不要讨厌你父母的唠叨，不要不吃你妈煮的食物，多点待在家不要一直出去，请珍惜你每个和父母相处的机会和时间，对待他们好点，多点陪他们用餐....
这一切的一切我很难去做了，但那也是我很想做的事...我会尽量努力去完成...


也许你现在不明白，但直到你出去外地读书或做工时，你就觉得很后悔很可惜了~
在外读书并没你们想象中的爽...认识新朋友多么好?没人管，自由了?待在家很闷?如果在外地生活超爽?
如果你们想法是那样就错了!!!
当你到了在外生活的时间，你就可以明白了~
新朋友没有旧朋友那么熟悉...宁愿父母管多点，也不想堕落...待在家是最好的休息，在外忙到透不过气...当你回到空荡荡的房间，不会有人等待你的回来，不会坐着就有香香的饭菜送到你的面前;换来得只有无止境的寂寞孤单，如果幸运有朋友陪你吃，千里昭昭很幸运地寻找街边的食物填饱肚子...如果没朋友陪?档口没开呢?你只能饿肚子等待明天的到来咯，不然就煮maggie面吃~

这就是原因为何你会时常看到college或大学生On9一整天?
你认为是因为他们得空过头吗??
他们只是寂寞，没人陪...
他们失去了家人的陪伴，希望上网解孤单的感觉
他们不是无所事事，只是把超多的assignment延后做...

他们也时常出去，没人管是原因，因为很sienz出去也是原因
他们时常出去，的确很有娱乐，出去时是多么开心...
但无论多少的娱乐也填补不了他们心里的空虚
玩了后回去，还是感觉很孤单，开心不久...
所以他们宁愿出到很夜很累才舍得回去，
只不过想要直接一盖被睡觉到天亮而已...


读from6是最幸福的，几长的假期...将来就很难有了!!!
我真的很羡慕中学的生活...但那已离我很远了...

请好好珍惜...现在的我...
嘴上是抱怨mama煮的食物多么咸多么油
但在melacca还是会怀念这些不够餐馆煮的好吃mama的食物...
当吃的时候，嘴上还是会不轻易的出现甜甜的微笑与满足感...

At MMU on9 now...

stupid me...
too lazy!!!
all assignment not yet start do...


lee ai ling ah,lee ai ling...
you are student,u know??
why too lazy about assignment??
got many many assignment wait me...
u must have ur responsible...
why u too lazy n stupid one!!!
shit!!!


date to pass up assignment is near...
got many presentation is coming...
not time back hometown again..T.T
midterm coming too...
if back hometown,I try less hang out...
whatever la,only my bff wan qiu can ask me out any time...
other friend ask me out...sorry...i just can acc u all few hour only!
I hope next time back hometown can more time stay at home
I have my responsible acc my family...my mum....



This week may go sunway...
but actually start feel dun wan go there
Only this week have time can back hometown,
if after this week,many assignment,presentation and midterm coming...
Wan wait after 1 month more ++ just can back....feel sad...
May be i wan lose something to get something...
may I dun go sunway?use play time to change back hometown??



But make sure back hometown is use!!!
Not for friend,is for me and my family,will I do it??
God....can u give me more time??Pls...T.T

Shit!!!!

Setting got problem...
All my friend blog link is missing....
shit!!!
so sad~>.<


lazy setting jor...
hate it!!!
how can recover??
I know is impossible....
haiz....
where my friend blog??
T.T



Pls....who is my mmu friend,ns friend and hometown friend....give ur link again to me~