Sunday, November 28, 2010

活动

突然被我的Club老板叫去当Event Director,我也不懂发生什么事
忙是真的超忙的,学习到的东西比书本多2倍
书本的知识固然重要,后来你必须把里面知识实用下去
这次的经验,我可以尝试不同的方法如何管理人,事
平时我多多道理都是废话,只要我在里面实用那些道理,
只要证明是对的,我不就是王道咯~
筹备了一段时间,终于可以开始宣传咯
Investment and Banking Career Talks
29 December 2010, 7pm
ACR1003 & 1004


开始Facebook Promote 3天时间了
满开心,得到不错的成绩
96 Attending, 56 May be Attending 
当然我们不应该依靠Facebook数据
嗯,我蛮满意有47个学生已经正式跟我们Registration
希望他们当天真的出席吧!


接下来还有很多宣传活动...LOL
我的天生本事就是Marketing和Human Development 
宣传还有培训别人,难不倒我~xD
这次管Committee,分工作来培训他们,还有宣传
 终于我可以实用我头脑所想的思想了,真好玩!
我们 Cyberpreneurship Club Facebook 


虽然这次我做到对Club很付责任
但我忽略了,我不应该成为不负责任的学生与女儿
只能怪我时间掌握失败,但我希望可以追回我成绩
不然对家人我会很内疚的!加油噢~
我很快就解决到这个问题的,到时问题就不再是问题
这个Sem我在Club中,玩了很多东西
玩了那么多,希望下个Sem准备收山开始认真去尝试努力读书吧!
因为我很好奇,如果我开始认真和努力,成绩可以去到哪里



我朋友说很不喜欢看我的Blog
太闷,太没自信,太无聊,太让人心情跟着你跌的Blog
没图片,文采不够好,话题太Serious,太情绪化,不够搞笑
好吧,我承认我丢了很多情绪下去来发泄一下


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

图书馆与爬山记

刚刚一个人在图书馆呆几个小时
直到图书馆12点即将关
一个人走回Ixora
每天来回熟悉的路,晚上却有特别陌生与宁静的感觉
一个女生在半夜走这路,当然感觉危险与恐怖
无奈我习惯独立了,总爱独自跑图书馆
享受那里的宁静与周围很多书围绕着我的感觉...幸福~ =)
陌生人在身边,你不认识我,我不认识你
那就没有人骚扰到我静下来阅书的心情
那就是原因,为何我不喜欢跟朋友来图书馆
除非讨论东西,或我教别人读书,或别人教我读书
虽然一个人待在图书馆直到深夜很危险
但...我还是会那样做的!因为今天又不是第一次~


第一次爬山...Bukit Beruang山
身体不好的我,糟糕~
上山时头晕,好多星星噢~心跳100~
好怕晕倒,跌下山~哈哈...(想象力超丰富的我~)
后来晚上一直头痛还有不舒服
谁叫我从小到大身体不好,小时候有小气喘
现在虽然没气喘了,但还是气不顺~
那种感觉真不好受~身体虚弱让爱玩与挑战的我,超失败=.=伤心~
虽然第二天还不舒服,幸好自己泡杯泡渗茶补气,现在身体好多了~^_^
因为过去有那样的经验,妈妈买一些给我预备了,谢谢妈妈~
不过我还是很开心可以去爬山,认识了很多朋友~
最重要的是...那里的风景不错看~嘻嘻

Still have 17 need to follow...Gambateh!!!
Countdown...Hope I can more efficient~xD

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

忧虑

很多以往懒惰的人也开始勤劳起来了
我还是一样原地踏步,也许更糟糕地退步
怎么办?
无可否认的事实,我真的很没用
忧虑着我的失败会持续?还是有所转变?


一个月才能回家一次,倒数着3个星期
第一个星期已经柔弱到心情陷入一遍低落中
心情低落到,很想发脾气
接下来日子好难过
最近的失败,我也不好意思回家面对他们,很内疚
等我有所转变才开开心心回家吧~
我爱我家人

Monday, November 15, 2010

Toastmaster Camp

This event actually is damn interesting, learn about leadership and speaking
But feel sad to me..Because I so noob! I not dare to talk in front! 
Keep on saw the people who having the leadership and brave one, come in front talk!
I feel they all so geng...Xian Mu...T^T
During First meeting with group, I still can introduction myself in a short time
Turn to Second meeting with group, I speechless and not idea to talk!
Pity our group leader Lee Yuen Chuan, need keep present his idea and get less respond...
Ohhh...But speaker is nice and I learn something from FBL society too.

Before I hope be MMU Buddha Club member, but I think not chance already...LOL
Long time not attend Buddha Activity jor,hope got more buddha activity let me join!
I love to hear Buddha thing...
Sorry for my last last post, keep on thanks god...My friend told me,I sound like is Christian!..
Chinese culture also have God ya...haha...Actually I respect all the religion too... We must thanks everything!

Ai Ling says: I am my future creator, I will keep going to win myself!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Saturday- Muet Test
Based on last times experience, however I feel sleep due to wake up in the morning and busy this few day with lack of sleep, I make sure myself don not fall a sleep during my reading part. Essay Part is kinda crazy, I can accept the Malaysia Policy question but...I cannot accept the question is related with love relationship! "In an arranged marriage, the choice of a husband or wife is made by parents or elders" WTF...This is not related to my life,how MUET Test can come out this type of question? I write not enough 350 words and feel scare cannot get Band 3 again. The consequence of fail get Band 3 is I will stop my study until I pass my Muet Test just can continue my study. This is MMU "good" policy. Listening part 1 May be ok, Part 2 ok, Part 3 KNS...God Bless me, I hope get pass my Muet only!

Sunday- Toastmaster Camp created by FBL Society
This camp from 10am-4pm only, I try to arrange my time to attend this business camp. This camp have Speaker invited from Australia and some game to teach us how to enhance leadership. I feel interesting to this event. A lot of tutorial and assignment not yet settle, I hope finish it as soon as possible...Next week already Week 5, I still not yet follow up all the subject what I taking it now. Although my life turn became busy and busy, but I feeling happy can learn many thing from the Cyberpreneurship Club. At least I not waste my time to do nothing and I still remember what my family told me "Your mind should turn Busy as habit, after your future just take busy as easy" haha,I always love my family told me the thing, I will follow what they say...Yes^^ I will try My best be responsible what I promise before!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

命运眷顾

每一次得到之前,我将会发生一囖囖的灾难
然后靠着坚强与信念去解决
因为我相信,神给我许多考验,要让我拥有与众不同的人生
心理再害怕,深呼吸告诉自己"一定行!",然后就冲去解决每个问题
看...我的确会比普通人辛苦一点,
但我还是活到好好的,一样可以搞掂
上天安排很多机会给我,
当初突然进这Club,突然当副财政,突然Event Director
虽然我做到很不好,一直做错事,
但我需要时间适应当Director,学习那些书以外知识
神在我不同的阶段,不同时间给我不同的考验,
一直训练我独立与坚强精神
这段时间,神要训练我-安排时间,解决兼顾两边忙的问题
我功课现在真的跟不上了,也还不适应当Director
给我一些时间...我一定会适应的!
听了我家人的鼓励,我现在充满力量了
总之,这次我两边都一定要有完美表现
我与别人不一样,绝对不能让我家人失望

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

放空*发呆*沉思

最近时间表排的满满,还不能完成所有的东西
我已经有一段时间没回家了,朋友的爸去世让我更想看见我的家人
双鱼的爱好就是发呆与幻想
我已经很久很久没有享受发呆的权利,我超想放空自己的脑袋沉思一些事
终于现在有10分钟的机会让我望着房间窗口外的蓝色天空
静静地...看着那云瞬间变化
思考着...宇宙为何那么奥妙
很久没回家,现在我身体的电池快完了
这个星期是时候让我回家充电,也许还是带着一囖囖的事物回去做
虽然一样忙,但至少分别是家人陪伴在我身边,那一份踏实的安全感
家人的一句话,再累也好我也会努力去完成
回家听他们鼓励我,那将是我活在这生命里最大的力量


不能放弃,再累也好,也坚持下去
完成你的诺言,为你与家人的未来而努力
学习...我有千万个好奇,真希望我能用我一生去学习在这个宇宙所有的知识
因为多的是我不知道的事,我真的愿意去学习下去
不让自己后悔
是时候,我又要去忙了...期望着拜五的到来