梦想

每个人都有千万个梦想
你不要说你没梦想，那样你生命真的毫没意义可言,跟废人什么分别？
有时你想冲向你的梦想
但都会停留一会，不知你是因为那种元素而为此停留呢？
是永远停留，还是暂时停留？
无论外在因素也好，内在因素也罢
去结婚也好，懒散也罢
有心要冲的，自然会解决一切难题，坚持去完成
坚持的那份心，很少人去做到，但也不少人真的可以做到
那...你要做那种人呢？


其实当事情没发生到你如愿的，请不要抱怨
不要赖三赖四，赖尿赖屎
一切是你当初的抉择所开始
人生面对无数个选择与决定，那将会影响你将来的后果
开心也好，伤心也罢，请为你所做的当初决定负责，迎然接受
你爽一时，就要永远付出惨痛的代价，有得有失
真的“杯具”吖~


到底你的人生将会飞到几远？
看着办吧，你很快会有答案....
XOXO


1 week did not have study, I give myself one week holiday already {Actually I lazy and no mood to study! T.T} Keep watch drama non-stop, I watched Gossip Girl Season 1, actor and actress look handsome, charming and beautiful in this drama. Gossip Girl have Season 1,2 and 3. After I search a lot of plot about this drama, I know after the story line however I not yet watch. Kinda complicated relationship, I not really like this kind of drama, almost about love, sex, real society, etc. At Season 1 main actress Serena look charming and pretty, Dan look truthful and simple, Blair look bad and love jealous, Nate look stupid and betray, Chuck look handsome but he really is dude, Jenny is pretty girl and she desire to pursue her dream. But after I search the plot of season 2 and 3, I not really hope to continue watched it. I dun know screenwriter how to write this story, Seacon2 and 3 have more complicated relationship. All the actor and actress will change their relation with other or their behavior is totally change different with Season1. Disappointed to Dan, I think he will love Serena for good, actually judge a simple boy won't betray is my false. Surprised that, Chuck and Blair together, and Chuck different with before, he really love Blair. Crap it~ How Jenny? She really let me disappointed in season2 and 3, she missing at narcissism world. After this drama I just know the American complicated relationship and sex culture. Let me shock and feel amazing. I just realize that I still cannot accept this open-mind culture yet.  


Well, I already stop my Facebook. Now I need start learn how to stop drama and movie. Final exam soon, I still not yet start my engine to prepare my Final, wan dead izit? wan Fail rite? wan Re-sit? I really DUN WANT!!!! LOL =(

我爱我的家！♥

最初的梦想

最初的梦想 - 范玮琪

如果骄傲没被现实大海冷冷拍下

又怎会懂得要多努力 才走得到远方

如果梦想不曾坠落悬崖 千钧一发

又怎会晓得执着的人 拥有隐形翅牓

把眼泪装在心上 会开出勇敢的花

可以在疲惫的时光 闭上眼睛闻到一种芬芳

就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮

又能边走着边哼着歌 用轻快的步伐

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量

多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀

很高兴一路上 我们的默契那么长

穿过风 又绕个弯 心还连着 像往常一样

最初的梦想 紧握在手上

最想要去的地方 怎么能在半路就返航

最初的梦想 绝对会到达

实现了真的渴望 才能够算到过了天堂 

 

最初的梦想 紧握在手上

最想要去的地方 怎么能在半路就返航

最初的梦想 绝对会到达

实现了真的渴望 才能够算到过了天堂

最初的梦想 绝对会到达

实现了真的渴望 才能够算到过了天堂

我爱这首歌的歌词

我最初的梦想

我会尽力去达到

那即将会是现实

绝对不是幻想

累了我会休息一会

再继续向前冲

直到到达那个地方

吕爱琳

不需再偷懒

知道吗?

Finally is okay!

Finally I summit my ptptn document already!

As usual I have facing a bit of problem when I wanted to summit my document to pegawai

Okay, This bad situation is normal for me.

Lucky I have prepared another 2 set document early Saksi by Dato just can settle it!

Damn the director of MMU student affair, if your name not in a Ptptn name list please dun simply sign it!

Take document to same place ask for sign, but different people helped us sign 

How we can choose it? Anyway, I just can admitted my bad luck

I still feeling worry however I already summit all document to Ptptn

After need waiting after a few day just seem whether approve loan by Ptptn or not

I think after I received my money just will feel more safely! =)

Thanks all the people whose help me to settle ptptn- Dato and my mum!
Thanks ptptn too!
Feedback soon^^ Okay?
Lazy moon come out again! Stupid Girl =(

Thanks my sister and brother!

Today I just went back Temerloh for settle some Ptptn's thing
When I going back, I was received my sister's message:

"Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. -by Patrick Stewart

Yesterday, I hope I can finish do tutorial, but after that my bad behavior- lazy keep on influence me stop running the plan. Finally I waste my night time do nothing there, just keep online wasting my time, whatever I can control myself - stop hang out and I was locked my Facebook again, but hard to control my lazy mood! Night, I was surprised my brother find me chat at msn, he ask me "how you study?" hmm, I told him my bad situation now and the reason of lazy behavior. He asked me try to motivate myself and grow up some interesting to my poor theory subject!


From Ai Ling,
Thanks my sister and brother keep on caring me and encourage me when I lose my path, I love my family very much! Ya, I get it! Every day, every hour, every min, every second run very fast around us! Although I can understand time is very important for us, but I still failure challenge with time and always waste my time at nothing else. The bad behavior let me stuck running my plan, this will spoil my dream and my promise! I can motivate other but hard to motivate myself, easy to commend but difficult action it. I still learning how to changing be perfect and smart girl now....Can I success change it?

I am stupidT.T

I just finish my Math Quiz 2 at Exam Hall
Unfortunately, My seat is in front of Air-Con
I felt very cold and a bit hard to concentrate my math question
The calm air let my eye so pain
Well,I hopefully and trust can get full mark at this quiz
But after this test, I know impossible to get it
Stupid me, poor Girl!
The Last question is x^4 In(x) + x^3
(A) 4x^2 + 3 x^2
(D) x^3+3x^2+4x^3 In(x)


First times I write answer (D), after I recheck again, I turn to write (A)
This both answer I also can calculated it! But why after I need change the answer!?
After the test I keep on ask friend what the answer, the answer is (D)
I cannot trust it, after I research Logarithmic question from internet...=.= Sorry,I am wrong! =(
Really damn hate myself, because my Math no perfect just will change answer and the most important is I am no enough confident! Last min I just prepared for this test, I understand this is my fault!
Sad sad, Loss this mark then cannot get Full Mark jor!T.T
This really Spoil My dream! The final exam I should study hard and increase my confident!

最近

ptptn 终于接受我的申请了，
原来是他们ptptn database出现问题。
但我这个星期考试后想回家settle ptptn的东西
但没有人可以帮我买巴士票的问题


我哥Convo 27/9
但我考试在28/9
伤心，我不想错过
我只有一个哥哥，一个姐姐
上次NS还差一天就出来了，但就是不能出来
错过我姐的Convo，那是一种遗憾
所以还剩下哥哥，我真的真的不想再错过了
每次家庭合照都没有我 =(
在Facebook看到照片时，只能默默的Tag自己在家人的旁边
我不管不管，让我任性一次
不想再遗憾多一次，不想永远遗憾下去，照去哥的Convo吧
恭喜你，First Class 的成绩在政府大学UTM 毕业
ptptn的钱不用还了~
我非常清楚政府大学的考试比私人学校，难一百倍
我为你感到骄傲，你会是我的好榜样


下一个目标定了
10 / 9 / 2010
我多努力去完成，就能证明我有多爱我的家人
我爱你们~♥
我相信家人的爱，是永远永远的~ 

难过...真的难过

为什么ptptn不接受我的申请...
这次我第一次申请，impossible之前申请过
有没有搞错？我确定我资料是对的
如果真的搞错了，为什么选择我？
我真的不要在等迟点再申请，很麻烦
讨厌我的不幸
伤心，我需要这些钱来读书
怎么可以那样对我呢？
你让我放弃坚持读书的感觉，
你让我心情跌倒谷底
这个sem学费RM4100
我难以相信还要继续要求我父母负担接下来更多的费用
专心读书，不学其他朋友谈恋爱，不去多想，
不学别人动不动就为情所困，因为我清楚我没有多余的时间去担忧这些
我自己时间已不够，还要去烦这些吗？
一直为未来而努力，有时自己会不可自制地懒惰一下
为了什么？只不过是为了我好好读书，不让父母加重负担，担忧我的未来
ptptn是我读书的动力
现在让我知道失败了，
不懂自己是否拥有那个动力继续面对下个拜五的考试
现在等待拜一再打电话问多一次那个ptptn的人
我真的接受不到，没有原因之下拒绝我的申请
你不可以，不可以轻易放弃我的希望T.T
我真的真的不想让我家人失望...
无尽挫折感，我真没用，那里可以被这些小考验而放弃呢？

Failure follow timetable

 I post at my profile facebook...

Give me more time ♥ Still have many thing not yet done! =)

Surprise that, our Management Lecture Sir Tan Pei Kian comment at my post, he writed

People will normally complain of "time not enough"... But, think of it, maybe itsbecause of our arrangement actually.... Sir hope u can settle ur pending tasks ya....

Yaya,thanks Sir a lot! Feeling happy and super surprise that, you are so care your student! Actually I arrange my timetable already, But I am failure follow it because I not enough concentrate to my task! When I open my Facebook or online, I sure put down all my job stuck at Facebook few hour! The bad attitude of mine is easy get sidetracked ,promise myself to change it but still broken all my promise to keep going the bad attitude, without action yet! =( How come I so stupid... I hope this is not bad situation at all, it's about time to done my task! Well, I really hope I can achieve my task with my target time , not few min later ,not few second later, not over time!
I need say NOT to OT time!!!

姐 。生日快乐~ ♥

虽然读书不怎样
很高兴你在毕业前的最后一年变化
变化很大，开始“生性”了，很努力读书
毕业后很拼命在外地工作
就算没朋友没亲戚关照
也那么大胆勇敢在陌生的外地闯，
单独作战，不靠别人
工作也满成功
让我敬佩万分的姐姐
辛苦你了，等你赚够钱可以做你想做的事
赚够钱要不要回来马来西亚决定于你
等多我３年毕业帮忙养家，
如果有机会我也去那里陪你打工^^




这位年长的老大与我这位老么相差7岁
我小时候，她比较好动常不在家
老么就是家中的小霸王，家人万千宠爱...{hehe}
老大难免比较不爽老么吧，
年龄差距太大，然后又缺少沟通呢
不过最后我们俩会很好，因为各自离开家
开始学会家人的重要，特别珍惜家人的关系
所以姐，结论是下次记得叫我一起出去玩啊～哈哈
还有特别感谢你每个月给我生活费～谢谢
其实我们的老爸老妈都很一视同仁，公平公正的
因为他们都很爱我们噢～
他们超级宠爱我们每一个孩子，不会对我们诸多管制
对于你的生日，要谢谢老妈在这７月３１日这一天生你
老么没准备到礼物，因为不知道你要什么
要我的抱抱或吻吗？？



最后还是祝你步步高升，工钱越来越高
平平安安，顺顺利利
祝你找到真正属于你的如意郎君
最重要身体健康，一个人在外地要小心照顾身体噢
不要太大压力～我们家人十扑你^^
muackx~Love you forever!


{Please remember family love is forever}♥